to do list:

- drink moderately, just one glass of wine a day, perhaps two
- complain about the crappyness of everyday life
- plan stuff to do to enhace it
- yes, enhace the crappyness!
- use and abuse the new reasons to complain rising in the horizon
- self-pitty
- search for excuses
- write a mediocre book about it that no-one is going to publish
- buy vodka