to do list:

- drink moderately, just one glass of wine a day, perhaps two
- complain about the crappyness of everyday life
- plan stuff to do to enhace it
- yes, enhace the crappyness!
- use and abuse the new reasons to complain rising in the horizon
- self-pitty
- search for excuses
- write a mediocre book about it that no-one is going to publish
- buy vodka

i've been here for almost six months.








i just wanted to express my distress.

Aghhh.

falling off my bike it's not my idea of good time. neither having my knee swollen.

i hate not having control over everything related to my life.

but what i hate the most is when something about my life depends on someone else's efficiency.

when i sit in front of my pc, using a woolen blanket because i'm cold, i realize that i'm getting old too.


i hate you.

for example, i've just created this blog, and my mind is bombing me with ideas, and i feel like filling this page. but i know that in a month or so i'll get bored of this blog, and it will end up abandoned, as many other blogs.


it's destiny.